Havent been around much because....

So the internet connection has been acting out and been dowright shitty lately and Its been very rare to be able to even load Deviantart. Thank you DA for being dedicated in making your site heavier and heavier to load. Still cant load my message page. Really annoying. I can see I have over 2000 deviation messages and 37 feedback messages (and couple group messages. If it happens to be someone whos my watcher trying to submit a deviation to one of my groups, I shall take this opportunity so say sorry), but i cant view them right now. -___-" ....I wonder if i manage to send this journal through. >>.....

Edit. The weirdest thing is that right now I can load my profile page (which is kinda heavy coz i have those deviation displays and even gifs on it... And it loads the fricken gifs), my gallery, even got this journal through, basicly anything but the message page. ...why? Or is it DA's fault? ...what the hell?
I shall monitor my profile to see if this gets replys, can someone tell if this is DA's fault and not my internet connections... though if it is DA's fault and other people cant view their message page then theres a chance no-one will even see this journal... Well fuck.